It's really frustrating to be unable to interface with computers the way I like.

Maybe this is an autism thing.

I can only program so fast. I have limited money, food, water, and time on this earth.

https://upward.earth/

I don't know how else to...I don't know. Reduce suffering in the world? Foster and create things that bring me joy?

I feel like all humans may experience this crisis ("crisis? is that the right word?") sometimes.

Yeah. I can't solve all problems. I will focus only on the basic ones.

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I like computers because they let me think almost as fast as I can think trapped in a meat suit.